Tuesday, April 21, 2015
so many good things
I remember when I moaned and groaned about not having any photos, not having any energy to take photos. Now I have so many that I don't even know where to start. So what do I do? I start with this semi-crappy one of pistachios where I fooled around with the B&W edit on my phone. It's really just a stand-in for the beginning of a resurgence of photos and blogging (I think).
Every year, perhaps every single dang month, I think about why I blog. There are so many successful blogs out there that focus on one thing or another. I'm too scatter-brained to do that. I have tons of series ideas but I never actually get around to doing them. I have tons and tons of plans and ideas. I'm a strategic visionary thinking but I'm not very good with follow-through. I'm a gemini ENFP and those two words should be enough to explain my brilliance and my weaknesses.
ENFP isn't actually a word. Just go with me on this, OK?
Truth is I have way too many projects going on right now. And I'm not doing any of them in a good way. But there is also truth in the fact that I love having a lot going on. I'm not too busy but I have a lot going on. Make sense?
Maybe it's a Spring thing. Spring has a lot to do from the budding leaves to the migrating birds. Spring's got a lot going on but is not overly busy. Spring even has the time to spit out some sleet and snow on us today.
And so I get pulled in different directions. Like Spring I just want to give into the random busy-ness and just let myself be pulled in the directions that seem right. Like a human in the 21st century I want to organize the shit out of my life. I don't know what will happen just yet. I do know that I don't want to just sit down and eat all the pistachios at once. Because that just makes me fat.